How i miss those times we had. The good one ones, the times that we'll be seen together everywhere we go. The times when we told each other we'll be forever, the best that had ever happened to us. After you're gone for so long, only then i realised that i still miss you, everything we once had.Somehow somewhat, the different lifestyle we lead tore us apart. We're still talking now...but i still miss those times when we used to be bffs, A.-I havent been in school for 5 days, so what now? There's so much in my head. Every night before i head to bed, i'll tell myself that i must go school and this goes on and on for like more than a month already? And i'm still not doing anything bout it. I'm so fucking irresponsible and lazy and it's making me go crazy. There're times when we'll realize the mistakes we've done, yet we're not doing anything. I feel damn useless and hopeless every now and then when i'm being reminded of it. I'm 19, going 20 next year. Not considered old, but not young anymore. Others have dreams and goals, and i dont have any. I'm afraid to try or even dream bout it. It sucks. Tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

How i miss those times we had. The good one ones, the times that we'll be seen together everywhere we go. The times when we told each other we'll be forever, the best that had ever happened to us. After you're gone for so long, only then i realised that i still miss you, everything we once had.

Somehow somewhat, the different lifestyle we lead tore us apart. We're still talking now...but i still miss those times when we used to be bffs, A.

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I havent been in school for 5 days, so what now? There's so much in my head.

Every night before i head to bed, i'll tell myself that i must go school and this goes on and on for like more than a month already? And i'm still not doing anything bout it. I'm so fucking irresponsible and lazy and it's making me go crazy. There're times when we'll realize the mistakes we've done, yet we're not doing anything. I feel damn useless and hopeless every now and then when i'm being reminded of it. I'm 19, going 20 next year. Not considered old, but not young anymore. Others have dreams and goals, and i dont have any. I'm afraid to try or even dream bout it. It sucks.

Tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me what should i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(